WHILE DRIVING TO WORK
by Kenneth Pobo
In the car “Could It Be Forever”
by David Cassidy came on,
a 1972 hit, and that’s when
the only being I told
I was gay to was God. My prayers
were please help me be
sexually drawn to women. OK,
I didn’t say sexually. I said
romantically. This was God.
I felt I had to be polite,
at least discreet, figuring
that God would get it anyway.
I wondered about forever love.
The Beatles sang all
I needed was love. Why
was I fenced out? Until,
five years later when I
quit asking God to help,
kicked down the fence,
turned pickets into firewood,
and sat by the blaze.